The second (time) we found out

(written on June 5th, 2015)

Last Sunday I was very sleepy during the day that I had to take a nap with Nathan. I ended up sleeping even longer than him. Once I woke up and went to the toilet, I saw some blood so I thought my period's about to start. It was not expected until (at least) June 3rd, but I supposed it just come whenever it wants. So I put some pads. Apparently nothing more came. Also nothing the next day either.

On Wednesday morning I went to body pump class and found some blood again. I though this is for sure my period. It's June 3rd anyway. But... then again, nothing more. That morning after gym I bought a test pack just in case. All this while still thinking of PCOS and how our doctor mentioned that I might need to see her again next time we'd try to get pregnant.

Today is my birthday. This morning I decided to just use the test pack. It's okay if it's negative anyway. Just to make sure. Well... much to my surprise, there were two lines. The second line was a bit faint so I brought it to hubby right away and asked, "Does this look like two lines to you?"

It sure does.

Oh.

Hello, little jellybean <3

Encouragement and support

 I read somewhere that for a mother to be the best 'school' for her children, she should always be in top emotional condition. When one is unhappy, she would reflect the emotion to her children. It's very hard to keep oneself happy on their own, especially when there are so many things to take care of and thought about. 

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