Taking care of your own baby by yourself is of course not an impossible task. Every time he does something or reaches a milestone, you feel more happiness knowing you helped him arrive there.
It's not all smiles and joy all the time, though. Sometimes you have to struggle through things, searching here and there on the internet or books trying to figure things out, or when all your tries fail, you simply just do your best. It can be tiring and also make you feel guilty for feeling tired or whiney. :')
I think one of the most difficult thing in having just two persons responsible for a tiny human being, is the lack of parties to blame ^^; it's easy to grovel and thinking how things could be done differently if the other person does this or that. Also it takes a great control of emotion when you hear the other person whines about something; cause you can't help thinking that you are to blame.
And sometimes you wish you can spend some quality time together.
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